It's the start of J-term today and I feel... listless. I came back yesterday (although I probably should've come back today instead since the EMT class doesn't start until 5) and Antima wasn't here yet 'cos she was still too sick to drive back and Lee hadn't come back either.. and so I was alone. It really sucked Wednesday to Saturday because I was sick and couldn't really help with the house. I didn't do much except watch TV, sleep, and play FFX-2. And started a scarf.. hmm, I should finish that.

Christmas was in NJ at my uncle-in-law's brother's house. We did a Secret Santa thing so it was fun. I got some pink pajamas, weee. And then watched Brian and Perry play House of the Dead III. I didn't know they made a third one. The next day we went to church and then watched Elf, but we had to leave during it. New Year's Eve... watched the Law and Order SVU marathon, watched the ball drop, then went to bed. Watched the Monk marathon on New Year's Day. Oh, I also got a bit of driving in. I think I'm up to 5 hours now. But anyway, my dad started me on entering and exiting the road instead of just circling in the parking lot. It's pretty hard with a standard. I died a couple of times and I'm not really comfortable with it yet, but it's a start.

Argh. I should start on the applications for the summer research programs.

I still don't really know what I want to do with myself. I think I worry too much about the whole med school thing. I do know that I'm tired of school. Which isn't a good thing. Ahhh.