Duuuur. So I'm bored. I called Jeff today 'cos I wasn't able to yesterday (and it would've been late for him, so I didn't wanna disturb the rest of the family) and it ended up being like a minute long because yesterday I had stuff to say but when I called him today I couldn't recall any of those thoughts. And he had to leave Sean's place to go home I guess. It sometimes irks me that my memory sucks. I'll have a thought, and if I don't write it down or tell someone about it, poof, it's gone forever. Or I have to do something, and I get distracted, and forget about the first thing.

I wanna go see a movie... Shrek 2 and Spiderman 2 I'm kinda waiting for Jeff to come to the states. I wonder what else is showing that I'd like to see. And I'm also very bored without him.

Bleh, I guess I should start studying calc. Ever since class started I've been asking myself why I torture myself with math. Certain chemistry and biology (and physics, but I haven't taken college level yet) topics are somewhat tortuous to me, but I actually enjoy it? Math... just BLAH.

I feel like I'm "pretty good" at doing a lot of things, but not exceptionally good at doing something that could be a potential career. Because getting a low grade in calculus could potentially stab my pre-med goal. But we'll see. I do wanna be a dermatologist. =( I'm so glad I'm not like this chick that Wayne told me about who has absolutely LOST it trying to keep her 4.0 and is on 4 different pills to keep her sane, and sometimes it doesn't work.