So I'm working on my project for the zen final (which involves keeping a diary for zen for the whole semester, all of which I wrote within the past week), reading the emails I wrote to Jeff because that's the only thing I've done daily that sort of includes my daily life. And then I start reading my journal entries from high school and I'm like, wow, I really wrote a lot. Especially my really early entries, they seem childish. Ha ha. But it's kind of hard for me *not* to be cute. It's kind of expected of me. And it doesn't help I look much younger than my age, ha ha ha! And I can't help it if I like to buy cute clothing, ha ha ha!

"Do you have a link brush?" ~Lucy
"Nope!" ~Me
"What the hell! You have everything else but a link brush?" ~Lucy
"I'm the freaking pharmacy, not your all-purpose store!" ~Me (Forgot to add this last part due to being rushed out of the room to catch the bus.)

Now I'm off to Thai Garden to celebrate Deer's birthday today, HOORAY for yummy Thai food!

Oh, before I go, in zen class today (my last class of my freshman year of college!) I sat in the back with Deer and Penny, and lookit that, a guy from Amherst sits next to me. So I take notes on what Yamashita-sensei is talking about (noo play) and when he starts talking about golf I doodle, and I can totally tell the guy is watching me. I should've written something stupid like, dude, are you intrigued by my doodling? but I didn't. And if you don't get why this is so oh-extraordinary, I go to MHC. An all women's college. Dur.