Hmmm. Where to start. I guess that the 5 weeks in Germany went by way too fast for me. Instead of being a few miles away, I'm now 5,000 miles away from the one person I want to see. All I wanted to do was to be with him. I've been feeling very weird since I went home. I ended up not doing half of the things I wanted to do while I was home. I never finished reading my book, touched my guitar and piano only a few times, didn't study Japanese as much as I should've, the plan for Stonehenge fell through, although I kinda knew it would happen from the beginning, and blah. I feel like I accomplished nothing. Although I did finally finish FFIX. Ha ha. The ending was quite. I wanna talk about it, but spoilers. Oh well. It's cute. But anyway. I kinda feel like I'm loosing where I'm going. I guess it's a thing everyone goes through. I wonder if I have SAD? =O Probably not. I have to get weekly allergy shots. But I have no allergenist yet and no quick and reliable transportation. Bah. I'm going to watch anime.

I want a massage. ;_;